I enjoyed my work as a postman.  It was good to get out of doors every day and occasionally meet people.  The bus drivers knew me.  It was a respectable job.  I didn't enjoy living alone all those years.  My best friend was a big black hairy Belgian Shepard dog that I called Fido who lived next door.  I lived in an old, poorly heated chick hatchery. Fido got busted regularly and I bailed him out of the pound a few times.  He was a free spirit.  Occasionally he came to work with me.  The other guys liked Fido.  On weekends Fido and I would walk up and down the rivers until the early morning, he was a good friend and accepted my poverty and my self loathing.  Most of the time I was depressed.  I hated myself because I continued to fail as an artist.  The people in the art community called me "The Postman" and I began avoiding them...

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